postponed?

OMG!!! after all the anticipation... after doing a countdown... after being so much excited for the pilot episode of They Kiss Again (TKA) that i even postponed my metrowalk thingy... now what? why did i do that? only to find out that the airing will be re-scheduled... waaaaahhhhh!

just a week ago, they showed a teaser that the pilot episode will air today at 10 a.m. and the succeeding episodes every saturdays and sundays. then days later, they showed another drama, Strawberry on a Shortcake (SOS), which they say will be aired back-to-back with TKA. this got me confused. then yesterday, another commercial was shown, saying Lovespell previous episodes will be aired on saturdays at 10 a.m. so where the hell is TKA? so far they haven't showed any new teaser with the new air time...

sigh... this is quite disappointing... i was very ecstatic of the fact that they will be airing it this soon, but suddenly they pulled out. is this because of the petition i signed for the TKA Airtime? i wonder when this will be scheduled finally... i hope soon!!!

this really makes me sad...

♥grazhishu♥

keeping my fingers crossed...

hmmm... after working for more than two and a half years... i have exceeded the limit... for the first time... tsk tsk tsk... if ever this will be tracked, OMG! this will be trouble... uh-oh... waaaahhhh!

well what can i do? i'm really very tired... sigh... i'll just keep my fingers crossed and pray to God that they won't notice... harhar... :P

...

by the way, today was a good day... though there were tons of escalations, i was able to almost finish them all... aside from that, we transferred to the other blue box ops... because we're overstaffed, there's no more workstations left for our agents... mailbox pips transferred to voyager ops and that was perfectly fine for me.. nyahahaha i don't know if it's because there were no more agents who keep on asking questions or because the atmosphere is peaceful/quiet or because i know that ex-crush is just around the corner so i was inspired that i finished almost 30 escalations... how's that?! hmmm... now

i'll be looking forward to coming overstaffed days... wehehehe Ü

~grazhishu~

sooner than i thought

259,200 seconds... 4,320 minutes... 72 hours...
clock is ticking... hours winding down... time is slipping fast...
i never really thought it would be shown this soon...
but of course i definitely want it this way....
wehehehe sounds like BSB... :P

hearing that the sequel of ISWAK has started filming in march 2007 made me really ecstatic... i was so excited to see jiang zhishu again! haha from the news i saw online (i checked from time to time since i heard the news...), filming ended in october 2007. then it aired in taiwan from december 16, 2007 to april 27, 2008... yes, the last episode was just aired 4 weeks ago. i knew before april ended that ABS will be doing this project but i never thought they would be airing it this soon. i thought this would be shown sometime in july or august... but to my big surprise, it will be starting on may 31...

just 3 more days to go...
waaaaahhhh!!! i'm so excited to see joe cheng! Ü
wo ai ni zheng yuan chang!!! Ü

♥grazhishu♥

ray of light

OMG!!! guess what?...

i think God really has His own way of giving people what they desire... i'm not a hundred percent sure yet but at least i can say that there is somehow a ray of light shining inside this dark room where i had been staying for almost 2 months now... (ang drama!)... mwahehehe :P

i just heard it last night in the office from my TL. he told me that i would still be able to use my may-june stats for promotion to 3... isn't that great?! after thinking that i have been cursed coz i won't be able to use this quarter (which is totally not my fault that my system was deleted...), suddenly this good news came out. it's like a very thin string of hope just when i've almost reached the bottom of the ravine... well actually, i've already reached the bottom, i was just on my way up when suddenly after hearing the news, it felt like riding an escaltor making it easier to climb up... hehe :P

they said it was because the new promo procedure was cascaded only in april that they would be considering stats in may-june only. meaning if you failed one or more of the required metrics in april, you can still use may and june as a consideration. but after, we'd be following the standard process, that is the calendar quarter promotion procedure. this was confirmed directly by our OM (ops manager)... i'm just hoping that it would be the final decision.. that they won't retract... "touch move" ika nga sa chess... hihi :P

well, i'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best!
Thank you Lord! Ü
...
~grazhishu~

grow up and stay happy

-anonymous-

as we grow up...

we learn that even the one person who wasn't suppose to let us down probably will... you'll have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time... you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when it was yours broken... you'll fight with your best friend... you'll blame a new love for the things the old one did... you'll cry coz time's passing too fast and you'll eventually loose someone you love...

so move ahead, laugh a lot, smile, love like you've never been hurt... coz every 60 seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never ever get back!

stay happy! :)

T.G.I.S.

Thank God It's Saturday!!!

once again... it's my OFF at long last!!! :P

like the usual, there was much work to do in the office. the week seemed so long. i guess i'm feeling more tired because i know i won't be getting anything out of it... sadly...

moving on... i actually planned going to metrowalk to shop DVDs after my shift last night, but i decided to postpone it because i had no one to accompany me. the person that was suppose to come with me was on off. besides, i have to catch the last episode of PRINCESS HOURS (rewind) in abscbn... though i've watched it a million times, i still can't afford to miss it, i love janelle and gian so much!!! bloopers will be shown tomorrow, sunday. since the rewind has finished, of course, there's a new drama taking over the air time slot. surprisingly, it's my long awaited/anticipated favorite taiwanese drama ISWAK2: They Kiss Again (TKA). It will be airing saturdays and sundays at 10 a.m. starting may 31, 2008. abs has been showing several teasers of the drama and everytime i see the interstitials, i get super excited that i can barely wait to watch the tagalized version... am so anxious to see michael (zhishu) jiang [JOE CHENG] again... i've actually been dying to see him again... :P

...

but here comes my dilemma... how am i suppose to schedule my metrowalk thingy? for sure, i will be anticipating each episode every weekend that it would really be very hard for me to schedule outings, trips, hanging out with friends, etc. now i would need to go to metrowalk on a weekday (same goes for all other activities/appointments i'll have), but is that even possible? how will i sleep when i have a shift the next day? and i've just got 2 hours after my shift, i have to be home by 10am sharp on weekends. even malls are not yet open by 6am, where would i go and what can i do in just 2 hours? waaaaaahhhhhh! this is really stressing me!!! what's good though is, i'll surely have a very nice weekend during my OFF coz i'll be seeing JOE CHENG... that alone can somehow compensate all the postponed/delayed/cancelled activities that i won't be able to attend... wehehehehe :P

just because i love you.. :P

♥grazhishu♥

>> TKA addict <<

~ cook reigns supreme!!! ~

since last week, i have been anticipating who the next american idol would be... honestly, the competition is really very tough... the final 2 contestants: david cook and david archuleta, are both undeniably talented souls... it's really hard to guess who'll win the season...

so i told myself, "no matter what, i should be able to watch the finale (season ender)," and right after my shift, logged out at 6am, i went home straight like what i usually do and i made sure that i reached our house by 8am. i went straight to my room, pluged the tv and turned it on. luckily i was able to catch the show, i was even able to watch the opening. the show was about 2 hours long with a powerhouse line up of guests and it was aired live via satellite.

then after almost 2 hours... the very much anticipated and awaited announcement finally arrived. and whom among the 2 david reigned supreme???

of course, it's none other than the talented bartender from blue springs, MO... David COOK!!! yeah! very well deserved! i would really be very disappointed if it was the other david who'll win... not that he does not deserve it... it's just that his voice sounds like a teenie bopper boyband sounding balladeer... unlike COOK whose voice is very versatile... he can sing rock, rnb, pop, alternative, etc... i really love hearing him sing... Ü

kuddos to the first rocker american idol! really very deserving! you rock my world! :P

♥grazhishu♥

lost and wasted soul

i'm so lost and wasted... i feel like 2 useless months will just pass me by... i'm sufferring though it's not my fault... i wasn't even given a chance to prove myself... i know i shouldn't be feeling this way... i know that i should still feel thankful... i know others are more screwed than me... i know that there's something better awaiting me... i know that everything will fall into place in time...

but i am also human... i have a mind that wonders... i have questions that need answers... i have goals i set for myself... and i feel disappointed everytime i fail...

but i guess that is how life goes... i know (for the nth time) that there is a reason for all these... a reason i'll know in due time...

...

~grazhishu~

hooked on David Cook

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby...

the song has been playing in my head for several weeks now. i have this in my friendster account, in my PC, in my cellphone, in this blog and if i had an ipod, it would surely have this too. i'm just so addicted...

i'm actually not that fanatic of the show American Idol. there has been several seasons and honestly, there are only a few names i know... the judges: simon, paula and randy; the first filipino contestant jasmin trias; some of the winners like kelly clarkson, clay aiken and carrie underwood, isaw them only in mtv (i'm not even aware that they were winners from that show until the VJs announced their information).

but the 7th season is really something different... i'm getting quite hooked... hooked not to the point that i anticipate every episode... but when i have the chance to watch it, i really watch the show... besides having another filipino contestant, ramiyel malubay, i'm watching the show because of DAVID COOK!!! when i saw his commercial singing always be my baby of mariah carey, i was really blown away. his version is way even better than the original... :P he's really cool man! he really knows how to rock!!!

now it's down to 2... david cook vs david archuleta...

and i'm hoping david cook will be the grand winner!!! i love him so much!

...

~grazhishu~ ♥

As I mature...

- unknown author -

...

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in… I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes… I've learned that it takes years to build trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it… I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have huge boobs… I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others -- they are more screwed up than you think… I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished… I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities… I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place!.. I've learned that 99% of time when something isn't working in your home, one of your kids did it… I've learned that the people you care about the most are taken away from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away...

saturday at last!

yey! at long last it's saturday!!!Ü

days seem to pass by so quickly especially when i'm on off... sometimes, i can't even feel that i took 2 days off from the office. i have so many plans and so many dvds in line, but time seems to be so short to finish them all. but when i'm in the office, hours seem so long... days are so lengthy after my off... counting how many more days are left before my next off seems like a century (i know it's exaggerated but i really feel that way)... time becomes short only when i have lots of tasks to do for mailbox... only when i chat with my colleagues... only when i'm on break or lunch... only when i'm having fun. so it's really true... time flys so fast when you're having fun or when you're enjoying what you do... and it seems like eternity when you're not.

well, it doesn't matter now since it's already saturday and it's my off!!! i gotta keep up with my good mood... and since time would be passing so fast again this weekend, i better start my scheduled dvds and korean dramas.. but of course, i would sleep first. the weather is cool, it's been raining for several days now especially at night... hmmm feels so much nicer to sleep...

wink*wink* i haven't slept yet since i arrived from work this morning... so i'll sleep first and just start the marathon later at midnight... hahaha :P good night! ♥Ü♥

~grazhishu~

freakin' tired

i'm just getting lazier and lazier each day... i always feel like i'm freakin' tired!!!

when i wake up every night (don't wonder coz i'm in the graveyard shift), i'm almost pulling myself out of bed. i drag myself to the bathroom to take a bath, brush my teeth, change my clothes then go outside to wait for a bus... besides the fact that i love sleeping so much, i no longer have any motivation to go to work... i'm tired of all the things i do in the office... there would be even times that i won't take calls at all in a day.. haha ;P

or sometimes, right at the start of my shift, there would just be two possible moods... it's either i feel too tired or i feel sleepy... zzzz... zzzz... zzzz... though i haven't started doing anything yet. then, hours later, i'll start counting how many days are left before my off. hehehe :P

sigh... this is really pathetic! what a life!
i wanna be a BUM again. but how am i suppose to do that?!?

stuck in a moment

yesterday, at about 530pm, while watching "just friends" in dvd, my TL called and told me that the traffic was super heavy in commonwealth along doña carmen (due to heavy rain that caused floods). traversing litex to fairview wet market took him more than an hour (and that wasn't even a kilometer long). hearing the news, i planned leaving early that evening. i left almost an hour earlier than my usual departure... hoping somehow i could reach our office in time...

oh well... of course i didn't.. haha ;p
but might as well tell you what happened...

right after the bus turned right from mindanao ext ave to commonwealth ave in north fairview, the traffic slowed down. all lanes going southbound are occupied and some have counterflowed on the northbound leftmost lane (when facing north) . i was there at about quarter to eight. there were lots of cars, jeepneys, buses, trucks, etc. and we were like moving inch by inch. it felt like there's almost no movement at all. i was on a jayross bus (of course!) and the film playing is fantastic four II. i reached fairview centermall at 9pm. travelling such a short distance in more than an hour... what the *@$k! and it didn't end there... after fairview caltex, traffic is still heavy until fairview wet market. but after passing manggahan, the traffic became lighter... i was almost able to finish the film due to that heavy traffic... almost... i reached tandang sora at 930pm... oh, and i left my umbrella when i left the bus... huhuhu

i was crossing the street from mcdonald's to 7eleven in tandang sora when i suddenly heard someone calling me... i don't know how, i was really amazed, it's some kinda fate... chiqui saw me crossing and called me. and like the usual routine, we rode the taxi to eastwood... we reached the office at almost 10pm...

sigh... going to the office took almost 3 hours!!! that was really exhausting and tiring!!! i almost wanted to go home, but just like what my TL said, turning back home may take a longer time, that I may not reach our house by 12 midnight. and i guess i made the right decision... but i was really freakin' tired!!! waaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

by the way, my system is now up... it was fixed last thursday... but still, since i'm so tired when i reached the office, i did not take in calls... hahaha super laziness to the max!!! ;p