when i was a child, i always felt like i was like moving and living in a super slow world... i was so impatient that i couldn't wait to grow up... felt like everything is in "slow-mo" (meaning all the events happen in slow motion), especially during afternoons when i had to sleep (siesta) before i can go out and play, waiting always seemed like eternity... time seems to pass by so slowly...
but as i grew older, the pace eventually changed... i had this realization when i reached college. what seemed to play in "slow-mo" before, when i was in college played normally... as in not too slow, not too fast.. just the right pace...
but after i graduated, i had the most shocking realization... the pace seemed to have accelerated... a lot!!! just like what i've mentioned a million times here in my blog, right now i feel like living in a "fast track" life. this realization never fails to freak me out. feels like someone pressed the fast forward button, i'm not even noticing how days are passing me by.
in 5 years time, i'm turning 30... waaaaahhhh!!! O-M-G! the age sounds so old!!! being a child suddenly felt just like yesterday. i can't imagine myself 5 years from now. where would i be by then? what would have i become? what things have i accomplished? am i already successful? have i earned enough to have my own house and car? have i met my mr. right that time? now i'm not just freaked out... i'm becoming a bit scared... of becoming old... 5 years from now may seem a long time... but i have a very strong feeling that these 5 years will just pass by quickly... in 2013, if i still have this blog, i surely will take my time to search and read this entry. by that time, i'll have the chance to answer all the questions i have above... what does the future hold for me??? this remains a mystery that nobody knows but HIM... so for the record, right now (2008), i am:
* chubby and cute.. haha :P * * Kdrama and TWdrama addict * * in love with joe cheng and dingdong dantes * * single and still living with parents * * customer service assoc in eTel * * thrifty/values money (as always) * * loves bsb * * loves david cook * * loves the color purple * * loves cars but doesn't have any yet * * has purchased an n70 cellphone unit and my own dual core pentium IV pc w/ a 17" lcd monitor * * have lots of friends * Ü
in 2013, i am...
[ to be filled out 5 years from now... ]
~grazhishu~
*new wu chun fan*
*forever loyal joe cheng gal*
*new wu chun fan*
*forever loyal joe cheng gal*
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