so this is it... i guess... it's the last day of the month and til now, i still don't have my system... from 4 days down to 2... now it's down to 1 (which would be zero if my system would still not work later on my shift)... sigh... well i guess it's fate... i need to start to accept that maybe, it's not yet really time... i'm back to zero... need to make another start in july...
thanks to my friend who sent me this message just now:
"in all things always remember to give thanks. you might not be where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be. if it hasn't happened yet, that doesn't mean it won't happen. remember, a delay is not a denial from God; in His own time, He will make all things beautiful."
this came just in time... I almost forgot that I should have been thankful instead for all the blessings I've received... especially those that we're unexpected... I didn't ask, but they came... serves well to remind me that everything happens for a reason (as I've always believed) and in His own time...
now it's time to give up and let go...
~grazhishu~
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