postponed?

OMG!!! after all the anticipation... after doing a countdown... after being so much excited for the pilot episode of They Kiss Again (TKA) that i even postponed my metrowalk thingy... now what? why did i do that? only to find out that the airing will be re-scheduled... waaaaahhhhh!

just a week ago, they showed a teaser that the pilot episode will air today at 10 a.m. and the succeeding episodes every saturdays and sundays. then days later, they showed another drama, Strawberry on a Shortcake (SOS), which they say will be aired back-to-back with TKA. this got me confused. then yesterday, another commercial was shown, saying Lovespell previous episodes will be aired on saturdays at 10 a.m. so where the hell is TKA? so far they haven't showed any new teaser with the new air time...

sigh... this is quite disappointing... i was very ecstatic of the fact that they will be airing it this soon, but suddenly they pulled out. is this because of the petition i signed for the TKA Airtime? i wonder when this will be scheduled finally... i hope soon!!!

this really makes me sad...

♥grazhishu♥

keeping my fingers crossed...

hmmm... after working for more than two and a half years... i have exceeded the limit... for the first time... tsk tsk tsk... if ever this will be tracked, OMG! this will be trouble... uh-oh... waaaahhhh!

well what can i do? i'm really very tired... sigh... i'll just keep my fingers crossed and pray to God that they won't notice... harhar... :P

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by the way, today was a good day... though there were tons of escalations, i was able to almost finish them all... aside from that, we transferred to the other blue box ops... because we're overstaffed, there's no more workstations left for our agents... mailbox pips transferred to voyager ops and that was perfectly fine for me.. nyahahaha i don't know if it's because there were no more agents who keep on asking questions or because the atmosphere is peaceful/quiet or because i know that ex-crush is just around the corner so i was inspired that i finished almost 30 escalations... how's that?! hmmm... now

i'll be looking forward to coming overstaffed days... wehehehe Ü

~grazhishu~

sooner than i thought

259,200 seconds... 4,320 minutes... 72 hours...
clock is ticking... hours winding down... time is slipping fast...
i never really thought it would be shown this soon...
but of course i definitely want it this way....
wehehehe sounds like BSB... :P

hearing that the sequel of ISWAK has started filming in march 2007 made me really ecstatic... i was so excited to see jiang zhishu again! haha from the news i saw online (i checked from time to time since i heard the news...), filming ended in october 2007. then it aired in taiwan from december 16, 2007 to april 27, 2008... yes, the last episode was just aired 4 weeks ago. i knew before april ended that ABS will be doing this project but i never thought they would be airing it this soon. i thought this would be shown sometime in july or august... but to my big surprise, it will be starting on may 31...

just 3 more days to go...
waaaaahhhh!!! i'm so excited to see joe cheng! Ü
wo ai ni zheng yuan chang!!! Ü

♥grazhishu♥

ray of light

OMG!!! guess what?...

i think God really has His own way of giving people what they desire... i'm not a hundred percent sure yet but at least i can say that there is somehow a ray of light shining inside this dark room where i had been staying for almost 2 months now... (ang drama!)... mwahehehe :P

i just heard it last night in the office from my TL. he told me that i would still be able to use my may-june stats for promotion to 3... isn't that great?! after thinking that i have been cursed coz i won't be able to use this quarter (which is totally not my fault that my system was deleted...), suddenly this good news came out. it's like a very thin string of hope just when i've almost reached the bottom of the ravine... well actually, i've already reached the bottom, i was just on my way up when suddenly after hearing the news, it felt like riding an escaltor making it easier to climb up... hehe :P

they said it was because the new promo procedure was cascaded only in april that they would be considering stats in may-june only. meaning if you failed one or more of the required metrics in april, you can still use may and june as a consideration. but after, we'd be following the standard process, that is the calendar quarter promotion procedure. this was confirmed directly by our OM (ops manager)... i'm just hoping that it would be the final decision.. that they won't retract... "touch move" ika nga sa chess... hihi :P

well, i'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best!
Thank you Lord! Ü
...
~grazhishu~

grow up and stay happy

-anonymous-

as we grow up...

we learn that even the one person who wasn't suppose to let us down probably will... you'll have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time... you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when it was yours broken... you'll fight with your best friend... you'll blame a new love for the things the old one did... you'll cry coz time's passing too fast and you'll eventually loose someone you love...

so move ahead, laugh a lot, smile, love like you've never been hurt... coz every 60 seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never ever get back!

stay happy! :)

T.G.I.S.

Thank God It's Saturday!!!

once again... it's my OFF at long last!!! :P

like the usual, there was much work to do in the office. the week seemed so long. i guess i'm feeling more tired because i know i won't be getting anything out of it... sadly...

moving on... i actually planned going to metrowalk to shop DVDs after my shift last night, but i decided to postpone it because i had no one to accompany me. the person that was suppose to come with me was on off. besides, i have to catch the last episode of PRINCESS HOURS (rewind) in abscbn... though i've watched it a million times, i still can't afford to miss it, i love janelle and gian so much!!! bloopers will be shown tomorrow, sunday. since the rewind has finished, of course, there's a new drama taking over the air time slot. surprisingly, it's my long awaited/anticipated favorite taiwanese drama ISWAK2: They Kiss Again (TKA). It will be airing saturdays and sundays at 10 a.m. starting may 31, 2008. abs has been showing several teasers of the drama and everytime i see the interstitials, i get super excited that i can barely wait to watch the tagalized version... am so anxious to see michael (zhishu) jiang [JOE CHENG] again... i've actually been dying to see him again... :P

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but here comes my dilemma... how am i suppose to schedule my metrowalk thingy? for sure, i will be anticipating each episode every weekend that it would really be very hard for me to schedule outings, trips, hanging out with friends, etc. now i would need to go to metrowalk on a weekday (same goes for all other activities/appointments i'll have), but is that even possible? how will i sleep when i have a shift the next day? and i've just got 2 hours after my shift, i have to be home by 10am sharp on weekends. even malls are not yet open by 6am, where would i go and what can i do in just 2 hours? waaaaaahhhhhh! this is really stressing me!!! what's good though is, i'll surely have a very nice weekend during my OFF coz i'll be seeing JOE CHENG... that alone can somehow compensate all the postponed/delayed/cancelled activities that i won't be able to attend... wehehehehe :P

just because i love you.. :P

♥grazhishu♥

>> TKA addict <<

~ cook reigns supreme!!! ~

since last week, i have been anticipating who the next american idol would be... honestly, the competition is really very tough... the final 2 contestants: david cook and david archuleta, are both undeniably talented souls... it's really hard to guess who'll win the season...

so i told myself, "no matter what, i should be able to watch the finale (season ender)," and right after my shift, logged out at 6am, i went home straight like what i usually do and i made sure that i reached our house by 8am. i went straight to my room, pluged the tv and turned it on. luckily i was able to catch the show, i was even able to watch the opening. the show was about 2 hours long with a powerhouse line up of guests and it was aired live via satellite.

then after almost 2 hours... the very much anticipated and awaited announcement finally arrived. and whom among the 2 david reigned supreme???

of course, it's none other than the talented bartender from blue springs, MO... David COOK!!! yeah! very well deserved! i would really be very disappointed if it was the other david who'll win... not that he does not deserve it... it's just that his voice sounds like a teenie bopper boyband sounding balladeer... unlike COOK whose voice is very versatile... he can sing rock, rnb, pop, alternative, etc... i really love hearing him sing... Ü

kuddos to the first rocker american idol! really very deserving! you rock my world! :P

♥grazhishu♥

lost and wasted soul

i'm so lost and wasted... i feel like 2 useless months will just pass me by... i'm sufferring though it's not my fault... i wasn't even given a chance to prove myself... i know i shouldn't be feeling this way... i know that i should still feel thankful... i know others are more screwed than me... i know that there's something better awaiting me... i know that everything will fall into place in time...

but i am also human... i have a mind that wonders... i have questions that need answers... i have goals i set for myself... and i feel disappointed everytime i fail...

but i guess that is how life goes... i know (for the nth time) that there is a reason for all these... a reason i'll know in due time...

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~grazhishu~

hooked on David Cook

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby...

the song has been playing in my head for several weeks now. i have this in my friendster account, in my PC, in my cellphone, in this blog and if i had an ipod, it would surely have this too. i'm just so addicted...

i'm actually not that fanatic of the show American Idol. there has been several seasons and honestly, there are only a few names i know... the judges: simon, paula and randy; the first filipino contestant jasmin trias; some of the winners like kelly clarkson, clay aiken and carrie underwood, isaw them only in mtv (i'm not even aware that they were winners from that show until the VJs announced their information).

but the 7th season is really something different... i'm getting quite hooked... hooked not to the point that i anticipate every episode... but when i have the chance to watch it, i really watch the show... besides having another filipino contestant, ramiyel malubay, i'm watching the show because of DAVID COOK!!! when i saw his commercial singing always be my baby of mariah carey, i was really blown away. his version is way even better than the original... :P he's really cool man! he really knows how to rock!!!

now it's down to 2... david cook vs david archuleta...

and i'm hoping david cook will be the grand winner!!! i love him so much!

...

~grazhishu~ ♥

As I mature...

- unknown author -

...

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in… I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes… I've learned that it takes years to build trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it… I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have huge boobs… I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others -- they are more screwed up than you think… I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished… I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities… I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place!.. I've learned that 99% of time when something isn't working in your home, one of your kids did it… I've learned that the people you care about the most are taken away from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away...

saturday at last!

yey! at long last it's saturday!!!Ü

days seem to pass by so quickly especially when i'm on off... sometimes, i can't even feel that i took 2 days off from the office. i have so many plans and so many dvds in line, but time seems to be so short to finish them all. but when i'm in the office, hours seem so long... days are so lengthy after my off... counting how many more days are left before my next off seems like a century (i know it's exaggerated but i really feel that way)... time becomes short only when i have lots of tasks to do for mailbox... only when i chat with my colleagues... only when i'm on break or lunch... only when i'm having fun. so it's really true... time flys so fast when you're having fun or when you're enjoying what you do... and it seems like eternity when you're not.

well, it doesn't matter now since it's already saturday and it's my off!!! i gotta keep up with my good mood... and since time would be passing so fast again this weekend, i better start my scheduled dvds and korean dramas.. but of course, i would sleep first. the weather is cool, it's been raining for several days now especially at night... hmmm feels so much nicer to sleep...

wink*wink* i haven't slept yet since i arrived from work this morning... so i'll sleep first and just start the marathon later at midnight... hahaha :P good night! ♥Ü♥

~grazhishu~

freakin' tired

i'm just getting lazier and lazier each day... i always feel like i'm freakin' tired!!!

when i wake up every night (don't wonder coz i'm in the graveyard shift), i'm almost pulling myself out of bed. i drag myself to the bathroom to take a bath, brush my teeth, change my clothes then go outside to wait for a bus... besides the fact that i love sleeping so much, i no longer have any motivation to go to work... i'm tired of all the things i do in the office... there would be even times that i won't take calls at all in a day.. haha ;P

or sometimes, right at the start of my shift, there would just be two possible moods... it's either i feel too tired or i feel sleepy... zzzz... zzzz... zzzz... though i haven't started doing anything yet. then, hours later, i'll start counting how many days are left before my off. hehehe :P

sigh... this is really pathetic! what a life!
i wanna be a BUM again. but how am i suppose to do that?!?

stuck in a moment

yesterday, at about 530pm, while watching "just friends" in dvd, my TL called and told me that the traffic was super heavy in commonwealth along doña carmen (due to heavy rain that caused floods). traversing litex to fairview wet market took him more than an hour (and that wasn't even a kilometer long). hearing the news, i planned leaving early that evening. i left almost an hour earlier than my usual departure... hoping somehow i could reach our office in time...

oh well... of course i didn't.. haha ;p
but might as well tell you what happened...

right after the bus turned right from mindanao ext ave to commonwealth ave in north fairview, the traffic slowed down. all lanes going southbound are occupied and some have counterflowed on the northbound leftmost lane (when facing north) . i was there at about quarter to eight. there were lots of cars, jeepneys, buses, trucks, etc. and we were like moving inch by inch. it felt like there's almost no movement at all. i was on a jayross bus (of course!) and the film playing is fantastic four II. i reached fairview centermall at 9pm. travelling such a short distance in more than an hour... what the *@$k! and it didn't end there... after fairview caltex, traffic is still heavy until fairview wet market. but after passing manggahan, the traffic became lighter... i was almost able to finish the film due to that heavy traffic... almost... i reached tandang sora at 930pm... oh, and i left my umbrella when i left the bus... huhuhu

i was crossing the street from mcdonald's to 7eleven in tandang sora when i suddenly heard someone calling me... i don't know how, i was really amazed, it's some kinda fate... chiqui saw me crossing and called me. and like the usual routine, we rode the taxi to eastwood... we reached the office at almost 10pm...

sigh... going to the office took almost 3 hours!!! that was really exhausting and tiring!!! i almost wanted to go home, but just like what my TL said, turning back home may take a longer time, that I may not reach our house by 12 midnight. and i guess i made the right decision... but i was really freakin' tired!!! waaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

by the way, my system is now up... it was fixed last thursday... but still, since i'm so tired when i reached the office, i did not take in calls... hahaha super laziness to the max!!! ;p

TKA project sa dos

i got a text message from my friend yesterday that really made me insane... that was the best news i've heard since 2008 began... haha ;p

the most recent drama that has been keeping me crazy for about 4 months now will soon be dubbed in tagalog. she said ABSCBN will be doing the ISWAK 2: They Kiss Again (TKA) project. Well, that's just right because they did the first season, so this is where the drama really belongs... besides, i think it won't be as beautifully dubbed and synched if the other station will be taking over.. hehe ;p she said the pilot dubbing will start on may 6 and she'll be one of the writers... and may be one of the dubbers too... wink*wink*... yes, you heard me right... may be one of the dubbers.

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i was actually sad that day... because the drama had ended, the last episode aired in Taiwan on 4/27. after thinking it had 28 episodes in total, it only had 20. now there's no more reason to keep up til noon to watch online streaming of the english subbed version in overstream.net. no more reason to look forward for the next episode coz it's finally finished... no more excitement... no more thrill thinking what's gonna happen next... then the text message came in... it was just in the nick of time, it actually made my day! there was so much happiness and excitement that i can't contain... from super low, i bounced way up high! Ü

the news came straight from my friend Margo who dubbed Vicky Ko a.k.a. Foxy Lady... yes, again, you heard me right, Vicky of Foxy Lady (Ch 7) who's the same voice of Minami Harou in Long Vacation (QTV), Gina in Green Rose (Ch 2), Trixie in Only You (Ch 2), Xiao Yuo in Meteor Garden (Ch 2), Rachel in Marrying a Millionare (Ch 2), etc... she's my korean soul sistah so she's a very truly trusted source. Ü

kamsahamnida margo! Ü

~grazhishu~

this is it...

so this is it... i guess... it's the last day of the month and til now, i still don't have my system... from 4 days down to 2... now it's down to 1 (which would be zero if my system would still not work later on my shift)... sigh... well i guess it's fate... i need to start to accept that maybe, it's not yet really time... i'm back to zero... need to make another start in july...

thanks to my friend who sent me this message just now:

"in all things always remember to give thanks. you might not be where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be. if it hasn't happened yet, that doesn't mean it won't happen. remember, a delay is not a denial from God; in His own time, He will make all things beautiful."

this came just in time... I almost forgot that I should have been thankful instead for all the blessings I've received... especially those that we're unexpected... I didn't ask, but they came... serves well to remind me that everything happens for a reason (as I've always believed) and in His own time...

now it's time to give up and let go...

~grazhishu~

systems of a down

I have been on systems down since Wednesday, 4-23-08. After coming back from lunch, I can no longer log in to my gpp account. My aht is currently 220 seconds; my hope to lower it for the last 4 days of the month is now down to 2 days… from 220 to 204, how can I possibly do that?

Now this is super duper jinx! I don’t know why it keeps on happening. No matter how positive I think, there will still be things or events that hinder my plans. Is this a sign or something? I know that I do not have any right to question these events but I really wanna know why they keep on happening. I’ve computed my daily goal for aht to reach 204, I’ve set my mind and thought that there’s still hope… but what happened? From 4 days I’m down to 2 days, this means I would need to double the number of calls I have per day… and that would only be possible if I’ll take in calls the whole day which is not possible because of my mailbox task… and because of this, I would need to start all over again in July… I really am so tired…

Sigh… now this is really something… Am I really a bad person that I keep getting this karma?
Lately, they kept revising the promotion stats… from rolling calendar to calendar quarter… now they’re also adjusting the grade qualification (to a lot higher percentages)… making it more difficult for people to get promoted… slowly, I’m losing hope and courage to set my goals and hit tem… coz no matter what I do, something unexpected would always come up.

I’m getting so much tired of all these… no… I’ve actually been tired for a year now… I wanna quit. ;'(

ISWAK addict

From the beginning, It Started With A Kiss (ISWAK) has kept me crazy. Besides liking the lead actor, Joe Cheng very much, xiang qin and zhishu's story has really touched my heart. Maybe because I really like stories where the guy character is super hard to get and cold hearted with an "i-don't-care-about-you" attitude that later becomes "i-can't-live-without-you-can't-you-see?". Another reason that hooked me besides it being a romantic comedy series, is because I think the actors in this drama have chemistry.

I have watched tons of taiwanse and korean dramas... and I can say that is is my all time favorite. I admit that I had been a die hard fan of meteor garden before, i loved daomingsi and sanchai's love story. But after I watched ISWAK, I've almost forgotten them.. hahaha they were completely taken over by Jiang ZhiShu (JOE CHENG) and Yuan XiangQin (ARIEL LIN).

ISWAK, I didn't actually like it at first because I was so annoyed of xiangqin's appearance. She really looked too stupid and dumb. She's very persistent... she really doesn't give up until she achieves her goal. She's too naive and simple minded. On the contrary, she's also a very good friend and a very loving daughter. She has a pure heart and she's really a friend you can rely on... Most of the times though, despite her greatest efforts, everything would still end up in a mess. And this is where zhishu comes in... to fix all the mess XQ made. When I saw the lead guy, zhishu (Joe Cheng), I was in love at first sight just like XQ.. hahaha :P however, it makes me wonder sometimes because he's way too ideal... too perfect that I really doubt if there would be a guy like him in this planet. ZS in the story is a super genius student with an IQ of 200 who's also good in coking, tennis, basketball and swimming. Finding a guy who's good both in academic and sports is really hard, right? Because of his super charming appearance, he's undoubtedly the campus' most famous personality (heart throb). But he's really very cold hearted and sarcastic towards other people.

XQ fell in love at first sight when she first saw ZS who made a speech as a representative of freshmen during their high school opening ceremony. This went on for several years until they became seniors. XQ finally decided to confess her undying love by giving ZS a love letter. But as expected, ZS just ignored her. Then suddenly, an earthquake struck the Yuan's house leaving them homeless. Fortunately, the Jiang's saw the news in tv and decided to take them in. When the Yuans moved in to the Jiang's residence, XQ was really very shocked to see ZS... because she didn't know that her father was very good friends with ZS's mom and dad.

This is where their story started... (wish i was her!!! ♥)

Living under the same roof... XQ's appearance has brought color to ZS's boring and peaceful life. ZS said that since she came, everyday is not like an ordinary day... instead, it's full of surprises all the time... Though most of them would be problems due to XQ's stupidity, because of too much intelligence, ZS would still be able to handle everything in an easy way. They actually complemented each other. In the end, XQ's being naive and simple minded made him realize of his real goal, that is to pursue medicine.

ZS was just cold hearted on the outside... but inside, he really cared a lot for XQ. His actions spoke louder than words. He tried escaping and denying the idea that he loves her several times but he always failed. Everyone knew about this except for XQ (because she's so stupid.. haha :P) In the end, he was caught by his own heart. Hearing that Ahjin (Jiro Wang) was about to propose marriage to XQ made his mind blank for the first time, he didn't know what to do. He ran as fast as he could to every place he knows just to find XQ. And when he found her, finally he confessed his real feelings for XQ, who was in total shock.

After everything that they went thru, they got married and lived happily ever after... ♥

XQ's dream finally came true!!! this only goes to show that this filipino saying is true: "pag may tiyaga, may nilaga" haha :P

Sigh... there were a lot of KILIG scenes in this drama that I would be elaborating in my next post. Hopefully, I would have the time to do that... I really recommend that you watch this drama coz it's worth it. I have my own dvd copy and I've watched it a million times already.. hahaha :P the sequel, They Kiss Again is still airing in Taiwan... but I've heard that it will also be shown soon in the Philippines. YEY!!! :P

♥ grazhishu ♥

just can't get enough

So far, after watching almost 50 taiwanese and korean series in dvd, there are only 2 dramas that kept me wanting for more...

my favorite korean drama ♥ Princess Hours (Goong) ♥

and needless to say,
my favorite taiwanese drama ♥ It Started With A Kiss (ISWAK) 1 and 2 ♥

What's the common factor? I would say besides being both romantic and funny dramas, the lead girls are so devoted and the lead guys are so super hard to get.. ;p super hard to get guys really keep me hooked... it's some kinda magnet that i cannot escape... hehehe ;p

i dunno but i just love seeing a guy who's hard to get in the beginning... lets the girl desperately do everything possible to win his heart... would make fun of the girl most of the time or just not pay attention to everything she does... the girl would then get tired of doing almost everything for the guy and suddenly stops/decides to give up... then the guy would miss everything the girl does for him and he, then turns out to be and realizes he's so head over heals in love with the girl..

yeah... i know i'm just a typical hopeless romantic... poor me... but i really can't help it. it runs in my veins... ;p and i'm not denying coz i'm really hoping someday, i'll have the same kind of story... just like what other girls dream of... to find someone who'll love me as me, whole heartedly... ♥ '_' ♥

braces done

i had my braces removed last monday... after wearing it for 5 years, i've decided to have it removed. i actually wanted it removed last year but my dentist, who told me he'll just tour guam, turned out to have migrated and left philippines for good...

it felt quite different because i had those braces for 5 years and now it's gone... i'm really not used to it... now i'm just wearing retainers... which i think is much irritating than wearing braces... but i have to get used to it otherwise, if i don't wear it, my teeth may be reverted back to it's previous form, then i would have to wear braces again.. no no no... coz it's super expensive!!! hehehe ;p

[before]............................................................................ [after]
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here's the last day i had braces... ........................................ and this is me now with just retainers...

well, my braces did a good job transforming my butterfly two front teeth, huh? Ü

bakit SINGLE ang status mo

Got this from one of the folders I found in the office due to boredom...
it's worth your time so read on...

Bakit SINGLE ang status mo? eto ang mga kadalasang dahilan:

11. Destiny Adik
Eto yung mga naghihintay kay "Destiny" na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga "partner in life".. ayannn... kapapanood nyo ng "Serendipity" eh feeling nila ang nangyari sa movie eh mangyayari rin sa kanila, such a cliche.. hindi ba nila alam na kung walang effort destiny is useless.

10. Perfectionist/ Mapili
Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. Yung tipong dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko. Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad. O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait boring daw, gusto bad boy/ pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka tatanungin ka bakit ang sama mo bakit mo nagawa yun! Adik ka ba?! Ayaw sa cute, ayaw din naman sa panget. meron dyan gusto ka ayaw mo naman.. ung gusto mo halos magtambling ka pero deadma parin yang stunts mO sa kanya! Pasaway ka rin e! Ano ba talaga kuya?

9. Busy Busyhan
Opo, eto yung ang mundo e gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Yung tipong aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center]. Sabay tulog na. Kapag sabado masaya na sila sa tv, sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes. Pssssst.. pause for awhile.

8. Friendship Theory
Ano naman ito? Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend na hindi masasabi sabi sa friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang mahabang panahon na pagsasama dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya. Yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship. ABA ! Oi lakasan mo ang loob at baka mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan kaw rin. Minsan pa naman pareho kayong naghihintayan. . hmmp!

7. Born-to-be-one (Autistic)
Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw. Walang reasons. Basta lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamatay sya sa mundo ng mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang. Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa noh!

6. Happy-go-lucky
Eto yung taong walang alam kundi kasiyahan at trippings. Kahit sino nalang basta no strings attach. For fun lang daw... Walang halong seryosohan. ABA hoy! yang init ng katawan mo e ikiskis mo nalang sa pader. Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!

5. Wrong Place
May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun? Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.

4. Wrong Time
Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na, hindi pa ako ready e bata pa kasi ako o kaya naman hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito, wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki. Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love. Awwwwwww. Aba kelan yun? Pag uugod ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na? O baka naman pag pang out of time ka na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod.

3. Si parents kasi!
Yes, factor din ang komyunidad na ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf. O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba, ikaw nga ba naman ang sabihan na.. "Alam mo hindi kayo bagay","langit at lupa kayo..." Awwwww. Payo ko sayo, Pakialam nila diba? Palibhasa inggit!

2. Traumatic Experience
Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. Ayaw ko na!!! takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati! O diba ang drama ng layp? Yes, tama ka. Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo, e until na ayaw mo ng magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka!, ano pa ba? Madami yan wag na nating isa isahin at baka tumulo si tears hehehe... Gayunpaman, eto lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo. Ibat iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig. May mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at may maasim. Aba mapalad ka at natikman mo ang ibat ibang lasa nito. Kaya ikaw, Do not be afraid to fall in love again malay mo sweetiness na ang malasahin mo next time. E di panalo ka sa lotto. Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo. Yan ang bumubuhay sayo, ang pag-ibig. tsk! drama!

1. EX to the nth power
Oi aminin!!! LOVE pa rin si Ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May ganito naman. Yung tipong ilang taon ang nakakalipas, hindi parin makalimutan si ex. Yung pinagsamahan, yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa. Malungkot man at sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyong magpaalam sa isa't isa. YES, after ay year sasabihin natin, im over him/her na, pero pag-usapan natin ang love at ang nangyari sa ating relastionship from the past, TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad ang naalala mo. At habang nagkukwento ka, ouch may kirot, o kaya may ngiti at may bumabagabag sa ating kalooban. Ano kaya yun? AMININ mo na kasi MAHAL mo pa si EX. Isa lang ang masasabi ko, well mahirap sya kalimutan alam ko yan pero open your heart and makipagdate ka, lumabas ka, at try to entertain someone. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba. At give urself KITKAT, take a break...

♥ grazhishu ♥

mortal frustration

I’ve always been so eager to get what I want. Since I was a child, I’ve wanted to show everyone that I can do anything and everything. But as I grow older, I realize that I can’t have it all. Or let me rephrase it… I can’t have it all at the same time. There will be times of failure, frustrations, hopelessness, hardships, shortcomings, etc. Times when you feel you’ve done everything, but still you can’t reach it. Makes you wanna sing “I did my best, but I guess my best wasn’t good enough…” times when you just want to wait for a sign that will tell you it’s time to give up and let go...

Thru these times, I realize living is not easy… that life on earth I like joining the reality game show SURVIVOR. You have to be competent, prove to them all that you’re strong. Even though you’re scared, you should pretend and show them you’re brave (they actually wouldn’t know you’re just pretending). For every opportunity given, you should always give your best shot, coz we’ll never know if we’ll be given a second chance. Or if there even is a second chance…

Hard, isn’t it? On the contrary, it’s also during these times that I learn a lot… I grow not only physically but psychologically, emotionally and socially as well… although, sad to say, there will be times some people will try to bring you down. I don’t know what they get out of it... But on the second thought, I think I somehow benefit from it. Because of those people, I become better and stronger as a person…

...

Well, maybe if it’s not yet meant to happen, it will not happen… I firmly believe that everything happens at the right place and at the right time… according to God’s will and plan. One thing for sure, what He’ll be giving is more than what we wanted and expected because He simply knows what’s best for us.

So here I am… frustrated, but still holding on.. Ü

WITH YOU ::: Chris Brown

i'm currently so addicted with this song...
wishin' someone would sing this song for me... Ü
harhar ;p

:::

I need you boo, (oh) I gotta see you boo (hey),

And the hearts all over the world tonight,

Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]

Hey! Little mama, oh, you're a stunner..

Hot.. little figure, yes, you're a winner,

And I'm so glad to be yours, you're a class all your own,

And.. Oh, little cutie, when you talk to me,

I swear.. the whole world stops, You're my sweetheart,

And I'm so glad that you are mine, You are one of a kind and..

You mean to me, what I mean to you and..

Together baby, there is nothing we won't do

[Refrain]

'cause if I got you,

I don't need money, I don't need cars,

Girl, you're my all.. And..

[Chorus]

Oh! I'm into you, And girl, no one else would do,

'cause with every kiss and every hug,

You make me fall in love,

And now I know I can't be the only one,

I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight,

With the love of they life who feel what I feel when I'm..

With you [x5] Girl.. With you [x5] Oh girl!

[Verse 2]

I don't want nobody else,

Without you, there's no one left then,

You're like Jordans on Saturday,

I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,

Hey! Little shawty, Say you care for me,

You know I care for you, You know that I'll be true,

You know that I won't lie, You know that I would try,

To be your everything..yeah..

[Refrain]

[Chorus]

Yeah Heh..

[Bridge]

And I.. Will never try to deny that you're my whole life,

'cause if you ever let me go, I would die..

So I won't front, I don't need another woman,

I just need your all and nothing,

'cause if I got that, then I'll be straight,

Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo, I gotta see you boo,

And the hearts all over the world tonight,

Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

Woo Oh.. Yeah.. They need it boo, They gotta see their boo,

Said the hearts all over the world tonight,

Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

With you [x5] Girl.. With you [x5] Oh..

♥ ~grazhishu~

anew

a new quarter... means a new start...

since there has been several major changes in the scorecard system and promo standards... whether i like it or not... i have no choice but to accept it... i have been struggling for a year now... well i guess it isn't really time yet, but i really wonder when will that be? from rolling calendar, now it's calendar quarter. meaning if your stats failed in april, you can no longer use may and june, instead you need to start in july again... sigh...

will i be able to make it? i hope so...


~grazhishu~

super down remedy

When you're super down, I think the following would be the best remedy... This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

~There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. ~

~At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.~

~The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.~

~A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.~

~Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.~

~You mean the world to someone.~

~You are special and unique.~

~Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.~

~When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.~

~When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.~

~Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.~

can I be Ariel Lin?

if there is just one person i would be exchanging places with...
then that would definitely be ARIEL LIN!!! (can i? wink*wink*)

why? not that I like her a lot, I actually don't like her that much...

there is actually just one reason...
just one... ♥Ü♥



ARIEL LIN a.k.a. Lin Yi Chen is one of the most famous taiwanese actresses nowadays. I saw her first in the taiwanese drama It Started With A Kiss (ISWAK) which was based from the Japanese Manga Itazuranakiss. I actually hated her that time because she looked so stupid and so ugly, that was i think in 2006, when ABS CBN adopted and dubbed the series in tagalog.

But infairness, she does act well. I had no choice but to watch ISWAK because i really liked the lead actor (Joe Cheng) though i was really annoyed to see her face. After that, there were several shows aired in other tv networks with her as the main/lead actress. I also saw Vic Zhou's music video featuring her, that was I think, Make A Wish. Then I realized, maybe she really is something else... or should I say she really is SOMEONE FAMOUS in Taiwan.

Years passed and she's just getting more and more popular. I also noticed that in her other other series, she actually looks fine. Then I thought, maybe it was just really for ISWAK that they made her look so silly and ugly. Well that may have also contributed to the huge success of that drama, coz who would have thought that there will be a sequel after that?!? She also had several series with other actors like mike he (love contract) and wu zun (tokyo juliet); and several commercials and endorsements as well.

Just recently, the sequel of ISWAK: They Kiss Again (TKA), began airing in Taiwan, December 16, 2007. I have been dying to see this since March 2007, that was when I heard that they've began filming the sequel. Her appearance on this one really changed a lot. She became pretty unexpectedly, for me. From a silly plain looking girl, she was transformed to a fine pretty young lady. Joe Cheng changed as well, he was more good looking on this one compared to the first season. His hair was shorter and it really looked good on him! So kawai!!! Ü

This series really showed a lot of kissing scenes and other unexpected scenes, I was always blown away. Definitely better than the first season, this one's so hilarious! :P I was so envious that I almost died watching xiang qin (ariel lin) kissing zhi shu (joe cheng). It wasn't just once, twice or thrice... I actually can no longer count using my 2 hands!!! waaaahhhhh! and this is what freaks me out!!! I am so jealous!!!! she has kissed him so many many many times, who knows how many?

...

So do I still need to explain why i'd like to exchange places with her?
OMG, she's really one hell of a lucky girl! I really wish I'd be her.... damn!

~grazhishu~