just last night, i heard one of my colleagues planning to submit a resignation letter... sigh... besides the annual program ramp down in january, there are still many others who leave unexpectedly... some bid goodbye, others just leave without a trace...
actually, i have had several plans or should i say attempts to resign as well... i have always felt tired of what i'm doing and this keeps on getting worse everyday (meaning i'm getting more tired and more lazy as days pass by ;p)... but i really cannot make up my mind due to several reasons:
- i'm the eldest child, so i'm a provider...
- my brother is a fresh graduate educ board passer (he's actually 4th placer in the 2007 LET for 2ndary educ... infairness! Ü). he's already working but his salary is really bad! (hahaha ;p) but he'll be transferring this june.
- i'll be adjusting again to a new environment
- i'll be leaving a lot of friends
- i need to socialize to make new friends
- another application/interview which i hate the most (haha ;p)
- i'm afraid the offer (salary) would not be higher
- i'll be missing our coffee vendo in the pantry... where you choose the flavor, just push the button and viola! hot coffee mix for free!!!Ü
- i'll miss the unlimited iced tea and juice as well... which are, by the way, also free!
- i'm not sure whether to look for a job for my course or just look for another call center
there are only 2 things that would definitely make me transfer:
- - more accessible work location and
- - high compensation package offer
these are just 2 "to leave" reasons compared to 10 "not to leave" reasons i listed above... no wonder i've always considered staying rather than leaving. i have asked for several signs... but apparently, i'm not getting any. so i'll be waiting again... then maybe i'll be able to decide if i should stay or if i should leave... for now... i feel like everything is hanging... hanging because i'm undecided... and hanging because i'm so tired, wanna hang on a swing just like this bear... ;p
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